maybe someday....

03.04.06 (9:20 pm)   [edit]
beFoRe i slEep... before i sleep.....i lay on my bed and pray. cuz im lazy in that way. pray that God will soon sum day. send me the missing piece of the puzzle. the puzzle of my heart where i've tried to finish from the start. try so hard that i lost a few on the way. and i pray that God would Tk of that one special girl. the girl that God got plan for me. and i pray that she'll be fine and we'll soon sum day meet. and then i ask God wats missing in my heart. i've got U, my family, and my friends. wats more important than U. that makes my heart hurt and tears fall. tell me lord, for i need to knoe more. and then i end my prayer with a amen. looking to the ceiling where the star's glowing. asking myself wats missing in my heart. taking a deep breath hoping i dont fall apart. and then i smile and close my eyes. for Gods taking a picture thats why. and then i fall asleep. and tears begin to fall. i cry out in my sleep. one more day!!..........................please....

im confused

03.04.06 (9:12 pm)   [edit]
well i LOVE...i mean absolutly LOVE miyavi sama and Diru but recently ive taken an intrest in Utada Hikaru! its kinda weird....i mean i like to sing to them buti actually got a song of hers on a cd!...tell me if this is normal...maybe its just because is japanese....i love almost everything that has to do with japan. YEA thats it! right?

FINALLY!

03.04.06 (12:29 pm)   [edit]
finally me and the band got a drummer and now my bass player wants to drop...FINE! just because he dont want to do the whole visual kei thing...no offense to others but damn i hate those stuck up skaterboys!...just the stuck up ones because being a former skatergirl myself i cant really say i hate them now can i?oh well we can find another bass player...maybe they will be as good as Totchi from Diru! that would be awsome ^_^and i need a new mic and headset because yesterday i thought it would be cool to through my mic at the wall and watch it shatter...well it didnt shatter but it did look cool...then i cut my arm....it didnt feel too good...haha....but the stitches will go away eventually. then they wont even be noticeble( if thats a word).

THIS IS ALL KYO!!!!

03.04.06 (12:24 pm)   [edit]
Jealous Music: Dir en grey Lyrics: Kyo My heart, without being injuried Have faded Your love collapsed With the flowers bloomed in a mess... Jealous Since those day when you let you seduced by him, For a reason you have rejected my heart His image personifies change So far but so near to mine You wear a mask ? In front of him You can thus hide your tensed face Will my heart lost in your body Go away from it someday ? I will bloom like a poisoned flower Then I will come back blooming again My heart, without being injuried Have faded Inside your collapsed love Flowers bloom in a mess... I won't be able to laugh like before Nothing into me loves him Once time in this night of february You embraced this untidy being I can't forget the "you" that I loved

03.01.06 (1:02 pm)   [edit]
OK LOOK IF NO ONE HAS SEEN MIYAVI OR DIR EN GREY (J ROCK PEOPLE!) LET ME TELL YOU NOW....YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOUR MISSING EXPECIALLY IF YOU LIKE YAOI( GUY ON GUY) OH AND BLOOD AND STUFF...THATS ALL KYO....THE VOCALS FOR DIR EN GREY...HAS HOT ^_^ AND MIYAVI IS ROCK TOO BUT NOT AS UMM......CRAZY BUT ITS ALL STILL HOT! CHECK IT OUT AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!!!